I’ve had very unsettling feelings for the last 24 hrs.
Still feeling it today.
I should really be used to it by now but I’m not. It’s just not something anyone should ever have to get used to.
I have my final of the initial six Ketamine treatments scheduled for later on this evening.
The Psychiatrist however went ahead last week and scheduled me in for another treatment in about two weeks time.
I’m feeling very frustrated, anxious and irritable.
I’m consumed by negative and ruminating thoughts.
I’m asking myself why I should even bother?
I’m wondering if today’s treatment will be the one that will finally start to lift the dark cloud.
My mind is telling me I should just give up now.
But my heart is telling me I need to keep going.
I could sure use some Love, Light and Positive Healing Energy right about now.
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